T.T

This doesn’t feel right.
I know, but yet I didn’t act accordingly.
My sins are like snakes in my guts, worms in my head.
Oh Lord, save me.
Emo? A little.
What am I doing? What was I thinking?
God, I am sinful, who am I to think I could help others?
I don’t like what’s lurking inside me.
Peace? Jesus is the Prince of Peace.
I claim myself to be a peacemaker, at least that’s what I think.
But I ask myself:

In what area of MY
life AM I attempting
to keep peace or make
peace? Thinking of a
conflict I AM currently
facing, what can I do
to “live in peace”? Do
I trust God to work
out the conflict or AM I relying on MY
own efforts?

*cries~ God, I don’t like the snakes and worms in me. Please take them away… please..