Again, I Cry for Malaysia

Okay~ it’s been a really REALLY long time since I posted/ blogged something long. I have no idea what’s taking so long for Blogger to load the “New Post” page, but anyway, back to the reason I’m typing this. Hehe~

Alright, so I’m typing some thoughts sempena (in conjunction with) Malaysia’s 13th General Election. Nothing really political in this post actually, just thoughts and some personal experience, any info on what’s going on in my country you are welcomed to Google Search. XD *ching smile~

So here goes…

A.S.H.: “Celina, don’t you read the news?? You should learn to read the newspaper, watch the news… there’s so much going on out there and so many problems, if you don’t know, how are you going to pray for the nation?”

Me: “erm… ehheh~”

I don't really read news, I'm not really interested in politics and stuff, and I admit I'm ignorant to some extend concerning nation, world, bad or ANY news that are always reported. Hmm...Yeah happy-go-lucky Celina…

No. I do read news. Not a lot but yeah, I can’t really remember what I read though, sometimes >< Many think that I don’t care, matter of fact is I don’t like reading the news because often times if I do read and THINK about it I feel very shaken and sad. I don’t like feeling sad. Even small news like bullying in school would make me come to tears when I pray. So I read, then I try not to think about it, and life moves on. I know I shouldn’t be like this, oh God forgive me.

Hearing the stuff about what Barisan Nasional (especially the ex-Prime Minister) had done I was like “What~??! That’s just so ego!” I mean, come on if you really care for the people you would’ve realize you’re not doing so much of a good job and let someone else take over. It’s just selfish and obviously you don’t really love Malaysia enough to let Malaysia be in better hands. That ego will definitely bring any leader down, as the Bible says

“Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.” (Proverbs 16:18 [ESV]). 

Indeed, 

“For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. And some people, craving money, have wandered from the true faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.” (1Timothy 6:10 [NLT]).

Again, I cried for Malaysia. Just the last Thursday night we had prayer meeting at church, Freda let us watch a video of prophecies over Malaysia from a group of brothers and sisters in Jerusalem. I just can’t hold back my tears as I hear of God’s mercy and grace over Malaysia, that there will be great change, so much so that I myself couldn’t really believe it. Besides things considering about our government, there is also declarations of Salvation in Malaysia and alliance with Israel, only God’s people would understand the magnitude of this significance.

The ring I wear is a commitment to God to be a Prayer Pillar, however much I don’t like to cry and feel heartbroken I will say yes to Him to feel His heartbeat for Malaysia and to use my tears, lament and travailing for His glory. Not just a Prayer Pillar but also a Gatekeeper. So cool, Gatekeeper~ haha XD
Was Google-searching “prophetic word for Malaysia” and look what I found ^^ check out these links:

http://allenstae.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-three-prophecies-on-malaysia-by-rev.html

http://limpohann.blogspot.com/2013/03/heeding-prophecy-for-malaysia.html

Be encouraged everyone. God bless Malaysia!

Life Up-Level-ing

More of the future unfolding...
"Sell" doesn't have to do with money.
More accurately, "sell the Gospel"
Staying in Bio stream?
Future spouse...whoa...
Prayer life revived, anointing needed to maintain.
Studies, gotta catch up.
Puzzles, a whole lot!
Greater things to come, with a great price to pay.
Look towards heaven, look beyond the horizon.
Praise God for new SF & Impactors committee (PS. XP, Jeremy's bro is now SF prez)
Everything is up-level-ing, from the inside out.
Be encouraged!
We're still in the race towards God's Kingdom, stay in the track of God's perfect will for each of us.
Update next time, not gonna online frequent... you know, STPM.
God bless~!

Some Good Stuff From My Cousin

Her name is Jessica. One of the cousins/relative who've inspired me. Here are some posts I copied from her :)

My co-worker randomly asked me to work out with her tonight, so I took it as a divine appointment. While working out she kept complaining about having pain in her hips, so I asked her to hold out her legs,& sure enough, one leg was shorter than the other! She doesn't believe in Jesus, so I asked if I could pray,& she said,"Yes." Tonight, Jesus healed her and her legs grew out & are completely even! Jesus is AWESOME!

God's love is stronger than death!! Oh how He agapes (loves) us!!

After counseling and advising students who have stolen cars and dealt drugs for a living, as well as some who have suffered from homelessness, teen pregnancy, and expulsion from high school, I think it is so important for us to focus on who we are and what we can do with God instead of dwelling on our failures. We can't expect to move forward into God's destiny if our heads are always turned towards the past.

She really inspires me to be bold with my faith, sharing about Christ and not to slack in exercising my faith especially in the area of healing/word of knowledge. Be encouraged!

Upper 6 Life!

It's just the end of 1 week...but it's...

Mad happening super fun WUNNERFUL!
I mean, WONDERFUL~ hehe.. XD

I super duper Thank-God-So-Much for MY L6S1.. I mean now it's U6S1...larh~... (To non-Malaysians, this "larh" expression is an extended expression of the expression "lah" which is sort of like a slang, an addition like "man" in "That's so cool man...". Another expression derived from "la" is "lah".)

So love Malaysia and it's LAH... Of course la~ XD

Anyway, I'm crazy thrilled to go to school and part of the reason is because of my class, L6S1. There's like so many kinds of people in it, all 24 (including me) unique with their own style or "pattern" though how quiet of soft the person might be.

1 moment there's a discussion on Maths..
Then suddenly there are laughs because of a guy's pink water bottle..
A bunch of girls doing their hair and talking about "beauty" stuff..
Guys suddenly fling CDs (really, movie CDs) at each other like it's some kind of weapon..
A group of us going out of class to find plant specimens for Bio at the students' car park..
One of the class' Miss 6th Form representative gets "violent" with 2 ex-basketball pros..
The Head Prefect comes back to class with a sudden loud "AAargh-ugh~"..
Some girls talking about Pokemon..
Some guys talking about Powerpuff Girls..
Girl says to guy: Jom! Let's go toilet.

I know it's wierd. But the real cool thing is, we're like a family. Don't mistaken our wierd behavior as those average-under in studies, we have real pros in studies, and if we're quiet, most of us could be labeled as "bookworms".

Talked with a friend from another class, found out that our class is quite the envy of the other classes because we mix around well with each other. When one cries, a number will comfort. When someone hurts someone, he/she will get over it and the other will still care for the person. Cleaning and decorating the class? It won't be a lone-ranger work. It's harmonious :)

Thank God so much for His direction, there's really no regrets following Him for His plans are to prosper and to give us a future and a hope :)

GOD BLESS U6S1!!! XD

11th & 12th Dec~

Feeling a little bored, lost to blog…let’s see, anything interesting these few days?
Yesterday morning, woke up to a random father who went to market himself early in the morning and bought chicken and seafood. Assigned me to prepare and marinate them. Reason? Barbeque dinner!

“Did Pa say when he’ll do this?” Ma asked.
“Nope. Err...Yes! He just told me to marinate this stuff for TONIGHT.”

What was I saying?><

Anyway, it was a pretty nice day, nice food, nice fellowship, yum~ ^^

Oh! That afternoon I did a little gift shopping, and came home with a mini dress for Christmas and I actually liked it and picked it for myself *Flashes smile~ XD What an accomplishment!

Hm… what else is new? Ah~ today went to Penang for brace appointment and back. Doc said I’ll brace-off at 16th Jan! Whoohoo~! Can’t show my full enthusiasm as Doc was poking around inside my mouth when he break the news, just a loud “OWH-gh”.

Listened to Donut Man while travelling, suddenly Pa started singing along *chuckles~ XD
“Can you please switch it off?”
*??~
“This is like a lullaby… I’m so SLEEPY!”

HAHAH~! This just proves Donut Man songs are peaceful ^^~

Dumdeedumdum~ God bless ye!

Reminiscing NSCFL Camp ‘07

I think it’s exactly 3 years since then, I’ve taken out the “goodie bag” a while ago and look through the stuff.Some pictures from NSCFL (National School Christian Fellowship Leaders) Camp at "Seminari Theologi Malaysia" in Seremban:





The Teams with their cheer!









Devotion:






Picnic lunch! XD




more pictures~



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARISSA!


Talk about rebel, and promises:



MUAHAHA~ Games time! XD










Great time of worship and coming before God~






My favorite part of the camp, "Selah" day, praying for CFs around the country (featuring: feet washers):

















Here’s part of the letter from the Scripture Union team which reflects about their thoughts on the event.I also almost forgot about the note of promise to God that we wrote during camp. Have you made any promises to God before that you had forgotten or had just put aside?I heard the main character of a series called “F.B. Eye” quoted something like this:
“Sometimes, we need to take a step back to see how far we have gone.”
I think it’s really true. Take a break when you’re tired, look back and reflect, and see how far God has brought you.

Be blessed~