Sunday, March 30, 2014

Frozen Hair Girl

Frozen Hair Girl


The picture depicts a girl with frozen hair, so long its frozen to the ground of ice all around, she has a strand of gold hair and appears to be praying but its hard to tell what is her expression because her mouth is not clearly visible. 


Words are expressions of the heart, in this picture the frozen hair represents words that are cold and self-centered. These words are usually expressed from a hardened heart, but it would only make one stuck at a place,without freedom and alone. In the picture the girl's hair is starting to thaw from the top of her head, indicating a change of heart.



As the girl's hair thaw her gold hair shows. The gleaming gold strand shines beautifully, like words that are decorated beautifully and nice to listen. But they come from a heart stubborn with pride, expressed in such a way it is covered up to make them sound nice it is almost convincing. It is not natural, anyway, gold isn't hair, it's metal. 


The girl is kneeling, showing humility and looks as if she is praying, probably sorry for the unpleasant words she had said, hoping to change her character for the better. Words are versatile expressions of the heart whether helpful or not, good or bad. Who knows what the mouth is capable of and what will it say next? After all, it is not drawn in the picture.


~Inspired by a vision from a relative in February, picture drawn on 25th March 2014. 


Be blessed * 

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Again, I Cry for Malaysia


Okay~ it’s been a really REALLY long time since I posted/ blogged something long. I have no idea what’s taking so long for Blogger to load the “New Post” page, but anyway, back to the reason I’m typing this. Hehe~

Alright, so I’m typing some thoughts sempena (in conjunction with) Malaysia’s 13th General Election. Nothing really political in this post actually, just thoughts and some personal experience, any info on what’s going on in my country you are welcomed to Google Search. XD *ching smile~

So here goes…

A.S.H.: “Celina, don’t you read the news?? You should learn to read the newspaper, watch the news… there’s so much going on out there and so many problems, if you don’t know, how are you going to pray for the nation?”

Me: “erm… ehheh~”

I don't really read news, I'm not really interested in politics and stuff, and I admit I'm ignorant to some extend concerning nation, world, bad or ANY news that are always reported. Hmm...Yeah happy-go-lucky Celina…

No. I do read news. Not a lot but yeah, I can’t really remember what I read though, sometimes >< Many think that I don’t care, matter of fact is I don’t like reading the news because often times if I do read and THINK about it I feel very shaken and sad. I don’t like feeling sad. Even small news like bullying in school would make me come to tears when I pray. So I read, then I try not to think about it, and life moves on. I know I shouldn’t be like this, oh God forgive me.

Hearing the stuff about what Barisan Nasional (especially the ex-Prime Minister) had done I was like “What~??! That’s just so ego!” I mean, come on if you really care for the people you would’ve realize you’re not doing so much of a good job and let someone else take over. It’s just selfish and obviously you don’t really love Malaysia enough to let Malaysia be in better hands. That ego will definitely bring any leader down, as the Bible says
“Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.” (Proverbs 16:18 [ESV]). 
Indeed, 
“For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. And some people, craving money, have wandered from the true faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.” (1Timothy 6:10 [NLT]).

Again, I cried for Malaysia. Just the last Thursday night we had prayer meeting at church, Freda let us watch a video of prophecies over Malaysia from a group of brothers and sisters in Jerusalem. I just can’t hold back my tears as I hear of God’s mercy and grace over Malaysia, that there will be great change, so much so that I myself couldn’t really believe it. Besides things considering about our government, there is also declarations of Salvation in Malaysia and alliance with Israel, only God’s people would understand the magnitude of this significance.

The ring I wear is a commitment to God to be a Prayer Pillar, however much I don’t like to cry and feel heartbroken I will say yes to Him to feel His heartbeat for Malaysia and to use my tears, lament and travailing for His glory. Not just a Prayer Pillar but also a Gatekeeper. So cool, Gatekeeper~ haha XD
Was Google-searching “prophetic word for Malaysia” and look what I found ^^ check out these links:

http://allenstae.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-three-prophecies-on-malaysia-by-rev.html

http://limpohann.blogspot.com/2013/03/heeding-prophecy-for-malaysia.html

Be encouraged everyone. God bless Malaysia!

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

The Real Thing

When I hear the thunder
I think of You, God

Standing on the plains
Where all I can see is just the work of
Your Hands

The sky, the land,
With no man, nor man-made thing in
sight

This, is the real thing
This, is my God.

Amplified:
 
When I hear the thunder
I think of You, God
I know that I’m okay
That I will be okay
For my life lies in the Hands of Powerful Almighty God
Standing on the plains
Where all I can see is just the work of
Your Hands
In the centre of Nature
Your creation
I am in awe and wonder of the beautiful landscapes,
Flora and fauna
The sky, the land,
With no man, nor man-made thing in
sight
When the imperfections and exaltations of man
The distractions of the world with its lights
Are no more
What’s left are the things that exists from the dawn of time
Moreover the One whom existed before the beginning
This, is the real thing
This, is my God.

--Inspired by the thunder and rain on a midnight in May 2012

Monday, May 7, 2012

From Facebook to My Blog..again with laughs!

COPIED (from 1st September 2010 posts <- click to read)I've been copying up some interesting stuff I found in Facebook since some time ago, and...... I've decided to post them up and PROBABLY tag these people! XD hope you all don't mind though. More to come by the way ;) *winks~

"HAHAHAHA X)
Boy: If I could change the alphabet, I’d put U & I together. Girl:
Oh, theres no need for that because N & O are already next to each
other" -- Ejuen

 "Hey, don always speechless k? I'm kinda worried bout u.....Rmb guarding our tongue doesn't mean we cut it off, dude XP" -- Aaron

"Who left a girl T-shirt on my car~the design is 'life is full of sweet things'" -- Kai Jie

"Today, a guy kept following me around the gym as I moved around to different workouts. I didn't know quite what to do without being mean, so I decided to work on my Abs, since I've found that most guys I know don't like ab workouts. Turns out that his weakness was Abs and he was shaking the whole time trying to keep up and ended up copping out halfway through! Haha :)" -- Jessica

"Proton should create a waterproof car!! bcoz Malaysia always FLOOD!! fulfill the market need!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! ^.^" -- Joseph

"sliced my finger today...all that carrot's fault!! =( how am i gonna practice my piano properly?"
" how to avoid getting too many bruises at a time?hmmm...being more careful doesn't seem to be the best advice,in my case at least=P sigh...maybe i just need to stop being so clumsy=/" -- Phoebe


HAHAHAH~! Hope you enjoyed XD Have a happy heart! God bless~ ^^

From Facebook to My Blog..again after a long time! XD

COPIED (from 1st September 2010 posts <- click to read)I've been copying up some interesting stuff I found in Facebook since some time ago, and...... I've decided to post them up and PROBABLY tag these people! XD hope you all don't mind though. More to come by the way ;) *winks~

 "first,its england..then,japan..now,brazil..wow!dese teams I support r on a losing streak!heartbreak sial.. X.x"
"Nothing is perfect and waiting for the perfect moment or killing yourself trying to ensure that every thing your hand touches is done perfectly is a sure way to not get anything done at all." -- Jesse

"Joie Tan , Serene Tan , Jocelyn Stemilyn , Joshua Tan ..lalalalalalala...lalalalalalala....ay-i-ay-i-ay-i-ay-i-aye... =D
*coughs* more singing next time!!!"
"He places a crown of love and compassion on my head even though I do not deserve it, it's called God's GRACE =)"
"Wants to get a ukelele and learn to play it because it looks cute and her fingers won't hurt! How cool is that =P" -- Chris

""to encourage is to put courage, into someone else" Mmm~ let's all? :))" -- Pamelyn

"THE WEEKEND IS HERE!!!!!! this is a feeling i'll nvr get fed up of:)"
"A true conservationist is a man who knows that the world is not given by his fathers but borrowed from his children -John James Audubon-" -- Timothy

"My diary excerpt (last week in China): Sometimes, I feel tempted, and give into complaining about the 30-40 bug bites I have on my body, and then I realize that they are nothing compared to the 39 stripes that Jesus took for us on the cross. Being love to others sometimes calls for people to live in uncomfortable situations---a call most are unwilling to answer to." -- Jessica

"Goal of the day. Be productive." -- Tse Yuen

Ahh~ reading these old interesting posts really is inspiring :) enjoy and God bless all!

Sunday, March 11, 2012

《那些年》读后感

1。九把刀真的很会说故事,有些地方形容地很优美

2。不过一开始就很多粗活,第一个印象有点被破坏 ><

3。主角很厉害,追的时候真的太多手段了,连自己也差点给他骗掉

4。但我不能顶的就是虽然刚开始还蛮主动、有勇气地追,却到最后还是没主动地告白 *唉~

5。主角的好朋友好像比他还要有智慧,又有义气,弄得主角看起来更“傻傻”

6。对噢。。主角有没有父母的?><

7。我认同主角好朋友说的,主角或许喜欢的是那“热血恋爱的感觉”而不是对方本人

8。故事很精彩,只是到最后。。。我不会再读这本书 ;)

Monday, February 6, 2012

STPM results are OUT?

Not yet XD

Haha~! Soon, soon >< Argh... I'm excited yet nervous yet anxious yet... like that lorh~

I don't even dare simply pray about the matter, it's like there's nothing much, nothing really relevant to pray about. If I pray to get what I deserve, manatau (what do you know) I deserve ZERO "A"s.

Aah~ scary.

Had a dream of when STPM results are out. Nightmare. All I know I woke up in the morning feeling so grey and mom was just standing by the door, not really knowing what to say when I gloomily half-mumbled about my dream to her while folding something on my bed.

But you know what, thinking back of how far I've came, being obedient to God on staying back, in the past 1 & 1/2 years He had never let me down. So I confidently say, why won't He do it again for the last time in this phase of my life? XD *ching smile~

I took the 1st step of faith and obedience to His will, and I've enjoyed SO MUCH MORE from my good God just because of this step. In the future, if I answer "YES SIR!" to Him all the way, who knows what great measure of blessings and all the indescribable awesomeness awaits for me!

Here's a question: Can you profit, in ANY way, for disobeying God?
No way.

Remember this as I make it clear to you:
There is NO WAY you can profit for disobeying God.

I don't want to talk big on my results, honestly, I don't dare to >< But I did give my shot and not play play (too much XD) in where God had placed me, so whatever the results, I still thank my God :)

God says in the Bible:"I know the plans I have for you, they are to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" [Jeremiah29v11]


Put your trust in Jesus, He never lets you down :)

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Of Animals & Pillows XD

One day, while I was studying for STPM, Ben was doing some homework in my room (imagine that, its holiday and after UPSR and he's following parent's advice to brush up, how nice~ haha)
He sometimes does his work when I'm doing my work, I'm quite fine with it. So, I was just reading...studying...revising...and then Ben starts reading:

Many animals use pillow so that they cannot be seen easily. The most common pillow is the use of colours. An octopus can change from black to white in less than half a second. Many pillows and reptiles can change their colours too. For example, the skin of a pillow can turn green, yellow, cream or dark brown.

One reason why animals use pillow is to protect themselves. Insects are hunted as food by many enemies such as birds, frogs and lizards. To avoid being seen easily, many insects have pillows on their wings and bodies. These pillows look like the leaves and flowers around them. Some insects even look like pillows and sticks. Some beetles cover themselves with mud, sand or chalk.

Pillow is also important to animals that hunt for prey. They must not be seen as they approach and attack their prey. Otherwise their "food" will escape. Polar bears have white fur that match the pillow. They even use their pillows to hide their black noses. The tiger's stripes and the leopard's spots look like pillows in the jungle. The crocodile looks like a piece of floating pillow in the water because its skin is rough and brown.

Sounds ridiculous isn't it? That's what I thought, and I couldn't help laughing listening to him. Haha~ Anyway, thank God for pillows! XD